owning and owing

you keep stashing things that don't belong to you.
you keep eating the things you didn't grow yourself.
you listen and try to find yourself in the music that others had have done for others.

and you don't really fit in to that.

they tell you that it is a waste of time to try to do that all by yourself, all for yourself.
but what if you really enjoy doing anything as long as you are doing it for you.

what are we going to have in the end anyway.
nobody has anything.

it is just a matter of making something feel like yours.

Eylul gelsin

Eylul de gelsin





bir anektod: yaslarimiz dort bes civari.. annemin arkadasinin kizi:
"ben eylul ayinda dogmusum. sen cansu ayinda mi dogdun?"

what i wish, hope and believe

yazacagim.
bakalim kim ne zaman farkedecek..

bayadir yaziyorum aslinda, gunluk yaziyorum, mektup yaziyorum, buralara yazmiyorum.

her yazdigimda tekrarladigim bir sey var ama, onu yazacagim:
ben burada olmak istemiyorum.
ben San Fransisco'da ya da Stockholm'de, Barcelona'da ya da Bruges'de falan olmak istiyorum.

bu kadar.




I'll believe in anything

sverige

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Cansu Tastan, Vasteras'dan bildiriyor. Yeni bir blog, yes!

untitled, unknown

champagne supernova

Someday you will find me caught beneath the landslide, in a champagne supernova,
A champagne supernova in the sky.

Wake up the dawn and ask her why,
A dreamer dreams, she never dies,
Wipe that tear away now from your eye.





bu sabah uyandigimda yatagımda bir superman vardı..

Plane Crash In C*

14 ocak kesin tarihtir.
ucak biletim, 2 gunluk otelim, vizem ve oturma iznim check.


Isvec'in Vasteras kentinde, Gunnilbogatan caddesi 2 numara, dokuzuncu kattaki 21 metrakarelik evim de hazır.


bir tek gitmek kaldı artık.



*bir Rilo Kiley sarkısıdır.